Today, my mother told me that my grandfather died last night. That was a terrible news, however I feel nothing at all. I didn't even teared up while she was telling me the news(and she was crying so loud). I don't know. I loved my grandfather...a lot, and I feel like a monster because I am failing to feel anything or express any kind of emotion. The sad part is that I actually feel happy...in a way. The sun is shining, it's warm outside..it's beautiful; a perfect day to die. I mean what more can a person ask for? To feel the comforting touch of the sun on their face one final, last time... right before they close their eyes forever...
Besides, wherever he is now I am sure it is a lot better..at lest he is not suffering anymore. He battled lung cancer for the longest time and now he won; he is free from problems, cancer and anything material and physical...I feel happy for him.

Rest in Peace

Is it bad that I am having this kind of thoughts? I guess... Am a terrible person?

Hello!
I am so glad that I was able to upload couple of things. The past few months I have been so busy with work, school, and family problems that I haven't had the time to do anything else.
I will try to upload some more stuff soon; though I don't really have much new drawings because I have been doing a lot of sculpting. So, soon I will photograph my sculptures and upload them for everyone to see. Also for those of you who are interested in learning how to sculpt- I am working on a step by step tutorial that will show the most sculpture illiterate person how to do great sculptures.
What else? Well I think that is all for now.

P.S. I am excited..never made tutorial before. YAY! Can't wait till it is done. >^-^<